The Reason

Its 8.15am and Im still awake. After I proved my classmate that I represented my school in quatrain(haha) by creating stanza of four lines in one minute, we had some funny conversations. He even said that Im a freak because I go alone for shopping, going to class etc. I think it just him who doesnt know that most of people do that as well LOL. When he slept, I've got this theory comes to my mind again. About WHY PEOPLE CAN NEVER BE PERFECT?

These are the simple ideas of perfection in human.
For the first impression, people think that you are perfect because :

1. Your looks. Whether you are beautiful or handsome.
2. How you dress up. What kind of car you drive. Accessories that you're wearing.
3. Personality. Have a great social skills. Well-mannered.
4. You are genius or smarter than your peers.
   

Do you think that you've got all of these characteristics? Think again. If the answer is YES means you are dealing with an attitude of self-conceited LOL. Differently, you try to think WHY. Why you're not perfect. You might have this thought popped up in your mind like 'WHY I AM NOT AS PERFECT AS HIM/HER'. While the person that you are pointing to is thinking of the same thing as you do. Okay, Let me try to explain this logic thinking.

Before I get started to my points, I want you guys to know that it is just my experience and life I've been going through so far.

• You came from the rich and great family. You could get anything with the money you have. But God has made you maybe with not good looking like your friends who are pretty or handsome, not as smart as your classmates. WHY? It probably because when you get all that you must be proud of yourself, over reacted and always degrading others.

• You are such a smart ass in a class. But you afraid to talk to the girls or boys around you just because you dont have a good personality. Simply, you maybe lack in confidence and not as spunky as your other friends, MAT REMPIT friends especially.
  

• You have a good looking appearance. You are pretty, adorable, handsome, thats for the first impression when people see you. But you are not rich, you living in so-so standard of life because maybe when you have all that in package you might use that to get the girls or maybe living in a bad social life.

What you think is gonna happen when someone is perfect? You can think with the brain given to you right? Im not gonna go deeper to that point. I know some of you might say people are not equal based from the experiences we had. But in terms of situation of life, the challenge we face, its almost the same. The different is just our empathetic ability to confront or deal with the tricky situation. Still, we can never ran off from many problems or hard situation LOL. Get the idea? Damn, its hard to put it all into words if you try.

I guess thats all for today. Adios.

Get over the responsibility

Why do they mad at you for the wrong-doing you not intending to head? Aren't they suppose to interpret or explain in intelligent manner so that you able to do it right/better next time? To give comment, not to CONDEMN! For me its a two different words. I get annoyed when this happen to me. I've been thinking why must they show that kind of manner instead of showing good judgment.

1. They comment you rigorously but along with that, they tell you the correct way to solve that matter, ACCEPTABLE.
2. Calling you names for the mistakes you've done and then they push you aside. They treat you bad and ignore you after it happened, UNREASONABLE!

It was happened to me and some of my classmates when we've been given an assignment on drawing symbols(in construction). So, we surfed the internet and some was looking for references from the library. There are countless symbol in construction so we need to submit along the symbols(reference) together with the drawing.

When it comes to my assignment, she complained that she never seen one of the symbols I drew. Yet the symbol was from the reference I had. No mark for that as what she claimed. Whaaatt thee farkkk isss wronggg withh whoree(her)? She expected to see things that she knows. What I know is, Knowledge has no boundaries.

Before we proceed with the assignment, she never told us what kind of symbols we should really do. We only learned the format of drawing symbol. Its totally unfair, she never teach symbols to us and expected the first assignment to be perfect. She was so condemning us that day. Never mind though, I couldn't complain much about it. Perfection, something that we're impossible to reach.

Not in mood in furthering this blog. See you another time people.

Like it or not

Back in time, I wrote something like 'best things about being single' and stuff like that. I was motivating myself to be strong and to plant the great feelings of being single. Yea, I've enjoyed enough untill one day I fell in love with this 'budak masam', entah apa entah nama dia. Haha.

She's staying away from the place I study now. We started our relationship on my 3rd week study in Perak. I should have looked one in here(campus) right? Beside picking someone that miles away from me. But, love is blind, I could not make you see it....... *chuckling

Some might say, we should not being in love in young age(like I said before LOL), I mean while we studying. The reason they can conclude like it will distract and minify performance in studies . Yes its true, it can be the time factor(unbalanced) or no mutual understanding between them and many others. Somehow, technically for what I felt, we can actually feel the responsibility emerged while we crazily in love. I don't know if you know what I mean. (malas nak terangkan)


I can write many other good things of being in love but you can ask yourself right? Im feeling sleepy now that's why. After all, it was not a bad idea being in love while we studying. Kalo duk dekak asek tubek manjang susah jugok, nati dop nghindu mun tawu. Kalo kena gayo, eh caro die! Hahaha.

P/S - Visit http://alreadyoverit.blogspot.com/ for the reason of viewing this blog. Thank you.

Don't Let It Be Love

Proposition : Guys would go on the other side.
Comment : Its quite right, I've seen. But not all of them :)

Bahasa Melayu tetap menjadi kegemaran

Saya kerap membaca surat khabar, terutamanya KOSMO! dan Berita Harian, tuh pun roomates yang beli, hehe. Timbul satu kekeliruan dalam penggunaan bahasa yang saya tidak tahu kepada siapa hendak dirujuk. Dalam kursus bahasa, UiTM tidak memiliki kursus Bahasa dan Kesusasteraan Melayu. Hanya kursus Bahasa Inggeris, Bahasa Arab dan Mandarin ditawarkan.

Satu sahaja soalan yang ingin saya bentang iaitu penggunaan kata ganti diri yang ketiga, beliau. Beliau merupakan kata ganti diri yang hanya digunakan untuk orang yang terhormat. Contoh, ibu bapa, guru dan pemimpin.

Apabila saya membaca surat khabar, kenapa kata ganti diri ini digunakan kepada orang-orang awam yang biasa? Pernah baru-baru ini saya membaca surat khabar melayu yang menggunakan beliau untuk penjenayah. Banyak lagi boleh saya tunjukkan sebagai bukti, nasib baik la surat khabar tuh takda kat tangan aku.

Mungkinkah saya yang ketinggalan zaman dalam penggunaan bahasa atau penulis-penulis surat khabar tuh yang tak reti menulis? Diharap ada yang dapat menjelaskan kekeliruan ini. Jadi, janganlah kita hanya tahu komen, sebaliknya kita perbetulkan apa yang salah.

Ahead Of Me?

Your father gives you loads of money just like that. What do you think you gonna do with that money? Good deeds? Bullshit. When you get something easily, I don't think every people will appreciate it. Its a fact right? Yeah, this might be in your head temporary, next day you forget cause you're not experience it yourself. It can be generally about money, love and many other things.

To be frank, I'm talking about my experience in love. I don't know what to say, its kinda like easy get in, easy get out. When they get something painlessly from you, I'm pretty sure they're not gonna be grateful. Now, I've been single for long. I'm looking while testifying something that you don't really need to know. Yes, I am humbly say that I am not the guy you can mess around about this.

Its hard for me to really love someone. Lesson learnt and I'm happy for the things have done. Either good or bad, I just take it and try to be nerveless. I think I'm handling problems about this very well, all the stressed can be swept over. Not all of it, but I still can make myself smile, be happy. Its a lie if I'm telling you I don't feel anything about the past, if you know what I mean.


I don't know what's my point, actually. I think I'm here now just telling you a story? Haha. Anyway, I'm going Perak this friday to further studies in Uitm Sri Iskandar. So, Its gonna be hard for me to update my blog. Well, you know, I started blogging after my SPM which I have nothing much to do with the life lol. Now, I have a mission so, hope to see you again.

Tiny Minded

Bodoh! Siapa kau untuk menimbang dosa orang-orang Islam? Jangan kau ingat diri kau itu orang yang suci dan tidak pernah melakukan dosa. Sekecil mana pun dosa yang kau lakukan kau masih tidak layak untuk membuat penilaian tentang itu. Pandai mencari kesalahan orang tapi diri sendiri bersuara bagaikan anjing menyalak belakang rumah.

Tak payahlah kau bercakap pasal sejarah. Sejarah itu semua kisah yang lampau dan tak mungkin boleh diubah. Tambahan pula, kalau betul la kami ini suka negara kami dijajah orang asing, tidaklah kami meminta kemerdekaan secara aman dahulu kala. Haihh, aku pun tidak tahu kenapa lah aku bersusah payah menulis blog ini semata-mata nak menunjukkan lagi kebodohan kalian yang sangat terserlah.

Blog ini bukan lah satu pengisytiharan untuk berperang tapi, perlu ke semua itu? Hujah-hujah sinis itu semua untuk apa? Mengubah keadaan yang terjadi menjadi lebih baik? Itu bukan kata-kata yang kias la budak. You came here and looking for jobs. Some of you even came here illegally and without permit. Its a business what I call it. Don't be dumb. If you think that coming to Malaysia putting yourself into troubles, don't come then.

Kau nak kata apa lagi? Negara Malaysia negara peniru? Dasar otak sempit. Malas untuk aku buat kajian tentang Batik yang kau katakan asalnya dari negara kalian, tapi kalau betul pun apa kena mengena batik di sini dan di negara kalian? As far as I know, Malaysia is doing business and notifying the world about Batik. What's the matter with that? Kalau kau kata orang yang mengutip najis-najis binatang ternakan kau tuh bodoh, kau tak sedar yang kau memanggil diri kau sendiri. How idiotic is that.

Who invented car you ask me, and now what? You also wanna tell me that the industrialist from Japan, Sakichi Toyoda was a copycat of the German engineer, Karl Benz? The conclusion gonna be like 'Jepun meniru Jerman'? What an ass thinking. I admit and what I've seen they are brilliant in industrial and to retailing. They know the ideas and they make it better. Depa semua nak kutuk pun, ukur seluar dalam di punggung sendiri la.

Haihh malas la nak berhujah panjang-panjang semata-mata nak cuba buat kalian sedar sebab korang sudah terlalu extremis menjadi anti-Malaysia. Kalian itu seperti najis yang ditanam beratus kaki di bawah bumi tapi masih berbau busuk, faham tak? Sampai disini saja ingin aku katakan kepada pemilik website SAMPAH ini dan sekutunya. Sedarlah.

Gang Bang

I just had this thought again. It happens among my friends and I believe on yours too. Did you ever be carved up by your friends? They ignore you for no reason just because you have problems with one particular friend. I mean why must you be an enemy to your friend's enemy? Whereas, its just a small matter like talk behind your back, you know kids stuff lol. I have no idea why must be on that way. I dont think that Im in that kind, yet.

Even though I hear someone says that you are fucking ass backstabber, how terrible you are, I think as long as you not making any troubles with me, I am cool being your friend. Im just gonna be more careful though. How can a smoke appear if there's no fire right?

"I heard you killed someone yesterday.
But, its okay baby, I love you still."

Messed Up

One for my konon-konon article and description writings. Another one for my konon-konon online diary. Thus, I have two konon-konon blogs now, yes! I feel so great. ATTENTION! YES I NEED ATTENTION! Im doing this FOR MY OWN SATISFACTION thank you.

You can visit my Unholy Confessions at http://alreadyoverit.blogspot.com if you wish to. I guess I have few unsaid things that I wanna say now so bye to you.

Tanak dengar la Fariq! wekk

This is sad sad situation

Im so sad right now. I feel like there's nobody around me. Im weak and I feel like wanna cry in my bed, like I always did all this time. I couldn't ask for more cause I feel I don't deserve it. I am sucked and I will always be. HAPPY?

Well, I was just pretending being sad. I just had this question on my mind. Is it a human nature when people loves to see their not-really-friend stumbling down? I mean its like you were friend with this person and there's conflict happened between you and him/her. One day, you're having a hard time and you found out that this guy is so damn happy to know the situation your into, just because you are falling down. Damn suck right? What can we do then? Cause I don't know, what are you gonna do?

Just wanna say, if you think that you have loadsa haters around, just act cool. Never shows the real anger and the sadness inside. They might be jumping high out of universe when they get to know the bad news about you. Tell the whole world when you are having good times along with prideful instead of telling your sad situation. Even its abit, but still hurts, you could actually kill them slowly. Really you know :)

PS - To my haters. You are totally a lacky ass. Actually, its nice having some kind of assholes like you around. Without you guys, my life wouldn't be interesting anymore and I'd rather kill myself lol. Keep the jokes up alright :)

I knew

The breakdown's eating me alive

Again my heart are screaming
Tears in my eyes
Im tired of being all alone
Share me a story, share me a secret
I'll listen attentively
Im not enough strong to fight
So, I guess I feel lonely too

PS - Im relieved after wrote this :)

Warmness Of The Soul

I believe you guys are being burned by the current whether right. Yeah its getting hot, man. Well, cant really do anything with it. So, Now Im at my friend's place here again in Serdang. Klang is boring, I've got nomore friends in Klang and kinda wondering where they are. Thank god I've got my little baby Aimi to accompany me for this whole weekend. Damnit, cepat la awak balik! Well yeah, she's my new love, I feel so damn alive when she's around and now missing her like heaven.

Tonight, Im telling you a story about a guy who had enough with some girls. He's been telling me that he's already sick being fooled by those bitches who really loves to FLIRT.

I asked him. "Why? Aren't you like it? Its gonna be easy right for you to get them when they fooling around like that?" He said. "Damn NO. Im not like a some fucking prat guys who thinks they are cool in every ways and play hard flirting back with those slags. I just need LOVE, for real."

He constantly finds that girls aren't so smart as they conceived. Thus, this guy never fall for it. Do you ever thought that your girlfriend might actually jerking off behind your back? This guy even said he's very annoyed with this kind of girl.

"Dia ingat aku apa? Panggil sayang la, baby la. But in the mean time ada lelaki lain yang dia suka, and sometimes da ada boyfriend!"

HA-HA. I thought only guys got the guts to do that in here. Seems they are quite outranking us now. After what I've seen, we should change our mind set.

DON'T AL-FUCKIN-WAYS BLAME ADAMS WHEN THE PROBLEMS GET FLOAT UP IN RELATIONSHIP. "Eat that shit!" as he claimed.

Entah la dunia, saya pun makin tak mengerti *sigh Thanks for reading the story, I just made that simple. Just dont get angry, this man got the right points and he obviously not marking all the girls alright. Okay then, see you guys later. And please, be faithful to your partner lol.

MODERN FLASHBACK SC

Well, Im just helping my friend, Wak (actually dia pakcik aku lol) to promote this cool party. I heard the party was really blast like past years. I also heard they can't wait for the next mods party. Sounds magical to me when the scene is still living till today. Lets get back to 60's where people dressing very smart and smooth in their suits, also with the wicked hairstyles lol. If Im free I might be going to this party. I guess, I will get myself broke very soon or just steal my dad's old attire. Its more saving huh? Hehe.

Venue : Changkat Bukit Bintang, KL

Date : July 4th 2009 (Saturday)
Ticket : RM15 (soft drink) / RM20 (beer)

You can contact Wak (0193587610) for more details about this party. He's a nice guy don't worry lol. As written in the flyer, SMART ATTIRE ONLY! See you at the party :)

Stupid as I am

Im a loser in love but always telling people about love. Good in motivating but not in practicing. Now Im single and moving on with it. How long would it be, that depends. You don't boo to me when Im falling down, cause in love matter, how many times I fall I will still hold my head up high. Im 18, guys. What should I be worried about, its a normal process in love relationship. People come and go, yeah just like that. Thanks to my man and my bff for being good supporters, without you guys, its still gonna be hard for me. *Montel! If you read this you need to know that I miss you, hahaha!

Never in my life I go back to my ex girlfriends. Never! Im not trying to be cool. What was I thought just they ain't need me anymore. So, why would I go back? Fuck it right. Move on Fariq, its not the end of world living without that girl. Sounds mean? What? Are you gonna say that Im so cruel? Ok, how about Im the one who got dump? Boo again? Well, do I look like I give a fuck? To forget is easy, you just need to hate them. Im fine and yeah, What else to say? I dont know, Im just fine, heh. No such thing as 'behind this smile, got million tears' pfft. When I smile means happy. Get it?

Yna, me and Kaide xD

So, for those who suffering from hearbroken, *hahaha Fariq acah2 nak jadi doctor love ni* set in your mind that everything's gonna be fine. Tomorrow will be different than today. Obviously, you must know that world goes circle, right? Fair and square. The misery won't last long, so does the happiness. Friends will help you to get through. DOTA will still helping as well, lol. Im such a dotard ever since I play this game. Nevertheless, Jodoh di tangan tuhan, jadi janganlah tuan hamba risau, hahaha!

By the way, in the early morning I checked UiTM website for intake 2009/2010. Alhamdullilah, I've been offered to further my studies there, Diploma in Quantity Surveying for July intake. Where at? Rahsia la.. hehehe. May god bless us all. Later.

Cheap Publicity

What are we gonna do when we're rich? As an 18 years old thinking or some called that Im thinking immaturely I'd say I'll get into business, build up a cafe or investing my money to constitute a business maybe in agriculture or in technology. I'd buy properties as well, accommodate people with a rental house of mine or get a land to build up something. To just dream is pleasing huh? To get it I've such a long way to go.

Everything that we want isn't easy as we look, but still, nothing is impossible. Things are not always what we seem to be. Never expect people will treat you nice even, after you done a good deed. Yea, I GUESS people that commited suicide thought that the world responded them unfairly, like always.


ARE YOU GONNA SUE ME? HUH? PFFT! AGAIN I REPEAT, THINGS ARE NOT ALWAYS WHAT WE SEEM TO BE! I NEVER THOUGHT MY 'PLAYGROUND AREA' MAKES ME THAT FAMOUS. WELL, NAJIB, ARE YOU THERE ALSO READING MY BLOG? AND TO BARRACK OBAMA, HEY THERE! ISA? WOW HELLO! PFFT

P/S - If I have 3 choices, to choose money, power and respect. I'd choose respect for many reasons.

Risau jika..

• Aku perlu hidup di Malaysia sampai mati
• Rakyat Malaysia semakin membahagi antara kaum
• Melayu semakin bodoh dan menjadi anjing
  
• Keadaan politik yang tidak stabil
• Terus dibenci negara lain seperti Indonesia dan Singapura
  
• Kekurangan pekerjaan disebab ketidakstabilan ekonomi
  
• Rasuah meliar di dalam pentadbiran, pembangunan dan demokrasi
• Sistem penghakiman yang lemah
  
• Semua percaya bahawa ada jalan mudah
  
• Hilang pemimpin yang beribawa
• Raja-raja Melayu hilang kuasa
  
• Negara dimonopoli bangsa Cina dan India
• Indonesia menjadi bangsa utama di Malaysia
  
• I've been so fucked up and scared I wont get better

The question is... Who's gonna make this world a better place? Is people willing to sacrifice their dignity and pride? Sorry if you find my piece of shit of thoughts offended yourself. Its a blog, people speak a lot and to REACT is still a question...

Mana mawu pigi daa

Since I didn't get a place for IPTA I immediately looked up for the websites of IPTS and even private colleges. A friend of mine, Amar asked me to apply for Poly-Tech MARA because as my other friends said it might be a save net for me. So, I guess he's right. I've got the offer letter from them for Pre-Diploma in Science(Physics) in Kota Bharu. Tapi, still mengharap for IPTA cause ada buat rayuan other day. Besides, I've got offer from Unity College International for Diploma of Architectural Technology and Diploma of Civil Engineering. That was last month...

Whats on my head :

1. ingt klate ingt janggut, tapi sana ada encut (HAHA)
2. what am i becoming? can i just have a superpower and save the world?
   
3. ohh my baby, mcmana la kalu kita lg jauh
4. kat rumah pun da tak terkawal, apa la aku buat kalu parents takda nati
5. new friends but pls no, i dont want a new girlfriend lol *of course la cause i love ya ;)
6. gosh, how am i gonna miss this stinky town if im furthering studies kt tempat org

Desperado

• Pyramid scheme, binary system, Ponzi scheme, what the hell is it, actually?
• How come they could return percentage of your money in short period? Whereas, there's no mother company to support the financial.
• Is the scheme approved by legal authorities?
• What happened if people stop investing? Could the new investors keep getting their percentage?
  
• No products, no parent company but giving the investors assurance. What is that?
  
• How long can the company withstand?
• Is it a trend when a country having a financial crisis?
• How many people will still investing to these companies?
• Isn't there any better ways in earning money? Specifically, in legal ways.
• Is it real or are we being used by those people?

Im so desirable to know. You think you are good enough? Forget it. Im on my own way to live.

P/S - THE INDICES by Tun Mahathir/Chedet

Coca Cola, Coke

As always, I keep looking for interesting articles to read ever since I left my school life(might be coming back though, for form 6 lol). I was randomly surfing for few websites about an interesting and amusing facts. Here I am now writing again. This time is about one of the most famous soft drinks in the world.


-Invented at the drugstore in Colombus, Georgia by John Pemberton. Originally as a cocawine(the first recipe of Coca Cola). Produced by Coca Cola Company in Atlanta

-It can remove stains of blood, grease and loosen a rusty bolt

-Create exploading fountain with Mentos. Small kids also 'fuck' about this lol

-A gum will wipe off from your hair when you dip it into a bowl of Coke *Can the gum be removed from the clothes by this method? Well I will experience/study it myself

-Another facts about hair, it can make your dye fades away and some claimed that it makes your hair go curly if you dip it into. Hmm


-If the teeth and nails can be dissolved by it(it takes ages I think?). Supposedly, drink Coke everyday can prevent from kidney stones, right?

-Acids in Coke make it harmful to drink, duhh its a fallacy. It contains citric acid, phosphoric acid and carbonic acid(main acids). If you study science you must know, which of them is a stronger acid compare to the acid in your stomach. So, can the strong acid neutralize the weak acid? Think logically or google it yourself lol

-Drinking cola causes bone mineral loss in women. It is lowering the bone density of women. Fortunately, researchers didn't see it happens in men. Yea, it consumes osteoporosis to all of you, mothers. P/S - Hi there single ones *winks


-It takes about 2.7 litres of water to make 1 litre of coke. Also its been a popular mixer in alcohol. Such as LONG ISLAND(hehe) and many others *nice in rum, vodka and some whiskies

-They have rivals like Pepsi. Thus they has used many famous celebrities to promote their shits. Coca Cola lost the marketing war due to 'Pepsi Challenge'. Blindfolded tasters chose Pepsi because it was sweeter *I would choose Coke since I dont really like a sweet taste

This soft drink will always be my favourite(especially Coke Light) although some has said that its not good to drink, what I've been heard was blablabla. Eh, everything that we drink and eat can still be harmful to our body okay. Well, thats it for now. See you guys later.

Sell Your Fucking Soul

They watching you drowned. Just force the hate into your heart cause they are only your friends. They want your blood so they will kill for it. Ain't worth a shit if you standing as a good person. You can't going on that way. So, just throw it all away.


Its time to be more mindful. Being nice to some of you is worthless. I know I'm alone and I will always be. If you find my writing quite offensive then fuck who you are. Comment not needed for this entry.

Bongkak Takabur Rakus

Mereka menggelar diri mereka pemimpin. Pemimpin yang membawa diri mereka dan anak-anak buah mereka kepada sifat yang sedemikian. Jangan pernah guna nama Islam, keluarga dan rakan-rakan demi KEPENTINGAN DIRI. Pandai omong dengan mengguna sunnah Rasullulah, tapi diri sendiri entah di landasan mana.

Menuntut ilmu itu wajib, jangan pernah menghina orang yang mencari ilmu kerana kamu jauh sekali lebih hina daripada mereka. Pergi engkau ke 'jalan mudah' yang kau maksudkan, tapi jangan engkau memandang rendah orang yang berani mengambil cabaran. Setakat memiliki harta dunia dan ghairah dengan kemewahan sesaat, engkau sudah begitu gemar menindas orang bawahan? Hina sekali melihat engkau di muka bumi.

Janganlah engkau bangga, bagi aku engkau begitu bodoh. Belum cukup ilmu di dada, sudah pandai berkata besar dan takabur. Sibuk menjadi 'luar biasa'(katanya), tapi sehebat mana pun engkau, setinggi mana kau berdiri, kalau tidak pernah berjasa, apa gunanya? Tahi yang busuk pun boleh memberi sumber nutrien kepada tumbuhan la.

Kalau benar pun engkau begitu hebat, duduk lebih tinggi, perlukah engkau membangga diri dan mencaci orang? Teruskan dengan impian besar kau, halalkan cara-cara haram engkau, semogo engkau sedar di hari esok, bangsaku.

" No such thing as easy money - Donald Trump "

" Wealth is the ability to fully experience life - Henry David Thoreau "

Im not gonna tell the world who they are cause Im here just to speak up. Im not being envious to them, Im just sick of their attitudes. If Im really jealous, I'd tell my readers who the hell are they, right? Once before, I've got a chance to join them, to be a so-called-millionaire, but after I saw what are they becoming, Im not interested, at all. Even they have loaded(with money). Hey, stop recruiting people by start repairing yourself. See you all later.

The Nicest Flavor

I used to smoke Dunhill filter but now I smoke menthol, any brands will do. People continuing to smoke because they are so stupid and don't have any knowledge about it, its a FACT. See who's talking, I know but its just me killing myself, not that Im stupid. Alright, no more essay. I found that point form is more interesting to read, FACT. Here's some shits about menthol cigarette.

1. Menthol flavor is more addictive than any other types. The cooling sensation and pleasant taste causes people to choose menthol as their KMA(killing-myself-agent).

2. Menthol cigarette have a higher rate of smoking-related ailments than smokers of regular cigarettes. How I relate them? Like I said, Its more addictive, thus smokers will inhale more tobacco smoke in each drag.

3. Extra carcinogenic substances intake by menthol smokers might be experience more smoking-related illness. This substances give rise to cancerous cells and tumors. *carcinogenic substances can be found more in food additives compare to substances in cigarette

4. Its not that menthol are worse than regular cigarettes. It becomes dangerous because of the tendency difference. Because of the coolness, smokers may inhale deeper. This one just my logistic theory.

Its me talking here, asshole!

Im not some kind of biology geeks to babbling about healths, its just simple information. Whats written based on my knowledge and some references or articles I've read. So, that is it. See you people next time.

Walking Alone

Weh Naz. Hi Fariq. Hey you. Where are you? Kau kat mana? Well, Im always alone somewhere. Going shopping, take a walk at the weekend, grab a drink, smoking. Why?

• Could find my peace
• Mind free to think
  
• Don't have to be worried(about my friends)
• I can keep walking untill the end of world
• Can do anything I want
• Don't have to follow my friend's curfew
• I am so on my own, adventurous
  
• I can look at surroundings, people's today
• and girls can ONLY keep the eyes on me HAHA

On the way back home, I'll always miss all my friends, even though I know they don't.

P/S - Orang yang hisap rokok itu kelihatan hodoh.

The world's famous BitTorrent client

I think most of you know how this software works. I frequently download my cool DVD collections through this thing. Whether it's movie, music, normally I just download the album instead of using Ares or LimeWire that enables to download 1 by 1 if Im not mistaken. Here the steps to follow :

1. You go to utorrent and click on download.*Makesure you download the latest one, not the beta version.

2. After that, run the installer and there you go.

3. Go to the search content and type the movie or file you want to download. For example "marley and me" and pop! It links to your default IE.



There are many files listed which from mininova.org(torrent site). If you look for the movie, do choose the one with high seeds and leechers to experience fast download. Then, click on it and download the file(torrent file). *read the comments for good quality

4. Now, go back to the software and click on the first icon at the top ADD TORRENT and direct it to the torrent file that you just download from IE. Then? Keep waiting until it finish. Nornally it takes 2-3 days. It depends how long you keep the computer on and how much people seeding. *TAKE NOTE never keep your computer stay on for few days if your cooling fan just NOT GOOD ENOUGH. It might burn your motherboard.

At first, you might find that this software works very slow so I did some modifications to increase the download speed. Get your ass to THIS site alright.

The highest speed for a file I ever reached was 52kB/s(streamyx) and I don't think you can increase it because it fixed by your ISP.

• When you get used to this thing, you'd know some DVDs rippers like aXXo, FXG, KLAXXON, DUQA and FXM. They are real badasses in ripping DVDs. Most of my HD collections was from them.

• Instead of using mininova.org as your torrent source, you can also look for extratorrent.com. This one another site also very useful for you to find more sources such as games, software and even adult thingy.
  

If you have any questions, do ask me and correct me if Im giving you wrong informations. Im not an expert but I'd help if I could. Thank you and have fun.

P/S - Please do seeding the file that you have download to show your respect.

A Lonely Dancer Pt. 3

SoReal Cru

Why the hell dancer?
because we don't need instruments to be the best
we have the body and soul to make us beyond ordinary

*They are very flexible
*They perform to please the crowd
*They can get to know a girl in less than 10 seconds
(better than buy drink for a girl)
*Whether its raining, hot sunny, they always game
*They keep going until they hit it
*They bring everything on the stage
*Spontaneous and creative
*They alert to surrounding
*They are not as delicate as they look
*Their job is to make you yell and scream
*They are always make their own identity

WE DON'T USE OUR HANDS ON YOU!

A Lonely Dancer Pt. 2

Finally, I've got the mood to continue write this entry, ngeh. There's a quote says 'never judge a book by its cover', regarding to the title. Its not gonna be a mournful stuff like that. Now Im here just to share some fun I had in life before. Excited? Lets begin.

First, let me bring this thing up, to love being single *evil grins. Yeah yeahh again Im being an anti-love-relationship dude, haha. Its not actually going to be like that alright, maybe its inspiring. Well, I write what I like.


*Do you know that being single makes you mentally relaxed? Jealousy, egoistic, hatred and BEING CONTROLLED. All of these you can just put it aside. You can turn it into thrilling, empowering times of your life. Use your independence to stimulate your mind. I do read books, go to class, I love dancing, so I go to the class learning new style. Well, you can do it as well based on your interest.

*Empty and lonely, synonym words for a single person. I gotta admit that I feel it sometimes. Especially, when Im being all alone at home and listen to love songs. When it happens, I mean feeling lonely and empty part. Do start connecting yourself to the universe. Friends could help you overcome those 'tak best' feelings, look for single and favourite ones for hang out. Otherwise, he/she will keep texting with gf/bf while you talking. They will always distract the feelings to good ones.

*You, yourself and awak. You only need to focus on yourself, man. You can do everything you want, hooking, bagging and etc. Change your hairstyle, no ones will bother. Watch movies, dress to wear all these things you can fully decide on your own. Your life, live it your way. Someone's approval are not needed, at all. Enjoy your moment and decision you make. So, SET YOURSELF ON FIRE!

*Now, enjoy the beauty of single life. Take a time and look at yourself. Is the boobs big enough? Begin the journey to explore your aesthetic side. Figure out who you really are, what you desire without limitation. You might not have this chance while you in relationship. Try to think of something without hearing any other thoughts. You are now a dictator of your world, rule it to the max.

Funny

When I get thinking of what people thought about me. Blogger is just the playground area, for me. Untill now, let me continue thinking =)

High

Im having my last sweet stick and a cup of coke. Well yeah, still at my friend's place. Inspirations for blogging keep coming to me while Im smoking, I feel good now indeed. What am I gonna write now is all about me, confessions. I just need love from a girl. I aint ask for anything, just someone to hold me tight, to be with me through ups and downs. Understanding one would be perfect for life. Im sincere in this matter, no kidding. One of my dudes said to me, 'why you so care? Its not like you gonna marry her in future, you're young and go ahead, have fun with them'. After he said, I realized that Im easy to fall in love, shit *death of my lovely last stick*

Nobody believes in perfection, but idiot does. Yeap, about my past blog, people's changing. Maybe someday I wont be faithful but a fool. Well, I've got no reason to change, yet. Ahh fuck, I need a stick, just a stick for this entry. Sorry, I cant do it.. Guess this is goodbye!

Call me anything, motherfuckers!

An Inspiration comes from a stick

A stick that could kill us all
Occupied no more
About what the dogs ever barked
Someday the grave will be the finish line

You yourself choose your own path
To die in peace, or in lame ways
Not to insist, but just to speak up
Not to beg, but just lend a hand

Am I a bad person?
Cause I never been there
Where the innocents use to play hide-and-seek
You must always listen
But let you the only one to react